I had to make a crucial decision in my job life, and I asked the woman's group to help me pray and confirm it because it's a difficult decision to make.
I know it's going to be a hard decision to leave a job I have been helping with for so many years, but I also know I can no longer bring myself to continue to help this production...
The woman's group, everyone else besides Judy does not know my situation...
In fact what I thought I got was completely opposite of their answers because I was so involved and can't pull myself out of the possible consequences that would be if I leave. I keep thinking... I can do just a little more probably so they won't suffer too much. (because I am in a higher leadership position over the production)
All of these are by different people who does not know the situation except my brief question:
"I am currently in a production, I need to know from the Lord, should I prepare to leave, or stay?"
They prayed, a usual waiting silence...
Vision 1:
A curtain opens and leads to an exit
Vision 2:
A green lit exit sign
Vision 3:
A black panther striking out not wanting to be caged. It described how I felt while working for the production.
Vision 4: A traditional clock, pacing slowly, telling me to pace myself slowly.
*two more which i can no longer recall... >.< sorry*
I am both relieved, and slightly nervous about how all of the visions come to be so spot on and favor "exit"
I thought of lasting longer for the production until they are more steady... but I don't think I can bring myself to work on anymore assignments without feeling really burnt out.
So in a way, this helps me to have the courage, and the permission to leave with a higher authority.
It gives me peace and reassurance in doing what I have to do.
I know it's going to be a hard decision to leave a job I have been helping with for so many years, but I also know I can no longer bring myself to continue to help this production...
The woman's group, everyone else besides Judy does not know my situation...
In fact what I thought I got was completely opposite of their answers because I was so involved and can't pull myself out of the possible consequences that would be if I leave. I keep thinking... I can do just a little more probably so they won't suffer too much. (because I am in a higher leadership position over the production)
All of these are by different people who does not know the situation except my brief question:
"I am currently in a production, I need to know from the Lord, should I prepare to leave, or stay?"
They prayed, a usual waiting silence...
Vision 1:
A curtain opens and leads to an exit
Vision 2:
A green lit exit sign
Vision 3:
A black panther striking out not wanting to be caged. It described how I felt while working for the production.
Vision 4: A traditional clock, pacing slowly, telling me to pace myself slowly.
*two more which i can no longer recall... >.< sorry*
I am both relieved, and slightly nervous about how all of the visions come to be so spot on and favor "exit"
I thought of lasting longer for the production until they are more steady... but I don't think I can bring myself to work on anymore assignments without feeling really burnt out.
So in a way, this helps me to have the courage, and the permission to leave with a higher authority.
It gives me peace and reassurance in doing what I have to do.
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